God, I don’t get this time anymore
There’s just so much to do.
My days fill up, the noise is loud
Its never just me and you.
I know you’re with me everyday
But I struggle to hear your voice
I’m changing diapers, cleaning floors
Constantly picking up toys.
But you meet me there in all of it
And I want to make you proud
But sometimes you just need me to
Be quiet and sit down.
I know you want to speak to me
Your word says you do
So God I ask you to speak now
Before this time is through.
I’ve had moments in our walk
Where I’ve seen you face to face
You’ve held me in my deepest
Darkest, and lowest place.
You’ve shown me you care
In the small and big things
So can I please hear you?
The silence really stings.
Well God my time is ending,
The baby will be up soon.
I guess its back to work
There’s so much more to do.
Please be with me as I go
Care for your babies.
Help me in these moments
And just maybe
I’ll see you in their eyes
As they smile looking at me
Knowing you created their souls
Just for me.
You gave me the desires
Of my heart its true
So I thank you God
For the redemption that you do.
My story was one of sorrow
But now I rejoice.
Because of You
And Jesus’s choice.
I now have freedom
As I walk with you hand in hand.
In Jesus I have everything
I have God and my best friend.
So Lord I thank you
For these words today.
I have heard you and seen you
On these pages as I’ve prayed.